Great band name, huh? I should be reading two chapters for history and write my pre-lab, but my mind plagues me with emotions, thoughts and distraughts that my neck hurts and my head feels to heavy to move.
Alkaline Trio is so soothing to my soul right now, it is scary, scary good I want to cry. I hate times like these. It is times like these I wish I can go to church and feel great about going to church. I tried to get ashes yesterday and saw everybody else getting them. Kids, babies, mothers who have kids and babies and let them run rampant all over the church. To top that off, vendors on the side selling elotes and whatever they can to make profit at such a holy time. I am a hypocrite for saying this, because I have partaken in activities of the such, but honestly, whilst I was doing these things, in the back of my mind I couldn't help but feel bad about doing it. I mean shit, couples do not kiss on the lips when exchanging the peace offering to one another and neither would they do it on the outside of the church. Same with selling shit, they won't do it in the inside of the church, then why do it on the outside. This argument is pretty weak but damn it I needed a nice parallel to compare. God!
Lent. What to give up. Fantastic thing this is, The Self-Sacrifice. Ugh. Do not get me started on this thing, it is I don't know, ridiculous these days? Thanks to Hollywood and Josh Hartnett.
I hate being such a cynic and crap I gotta snap out of it, I really do. I can't wait for practice tomorrow and just fucking unwind. Just play the bass, play our songs, play my parts. The only thing I can hold on to these days. We need to write. We do. We need to reconfigure, we need merchandise. And business card of the sort. That be awesome. I should have never said anything.
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